Your smile can still trigger my every nerve.

Some movie reviews: Atonement, as close as perfect a movie can get. Love, Betrayal and hope. An astounding movie. Elizabeth, Golden Age, Another wonderful performance by Cate Blanchett. Amazing story of the late Queen. Into the wild, this movie is really really intriguing. It makes you think about the human life and nature. Based on a true story, Oscar winning director Sean Penn hits the right note with an All-Star cast. A little slow moving for me but still, a wondrous film.

Celebrated Weiting's birthday yesterday at Timbre's. It was a rather fun night. It's those nights again whereby i wouldnt want it to end. There was so much fun because my friends were there. The people i treasure the most. After that, it was a mahjong session at ahchow's place. Played through the whole night. Mahjong is always fun when played with friends. Mahjong is played for fun, not for money - that's my perception.

It's raining now. Did i tell you how much i love the rain?

Me, Myself & I

It's 4.23pm in the afternoon. The lights in the living room are off, curtains drawn ; I'm the only one at home. My Tv is on, Into the Wild is on. I feel really calm, calm and serene. This is the time whereby there's only myself. My time.

Atonement

I was rather inspired and filled with many words during dinner. I felt that this post would be a long one. However, i'm not really that enthu now. Allow me to summarise the stuffs in my head.

Happy Birthday to the most wonderful person in the world, my light in life, my everyday hope ; my Mother. May you enjoy eternal health and happiness.

I im obsessed with hollywood. I think im borned in the wrong place. I should be in hollywood. I belong there. I'm obsessed with Miley and the Jonas bros currently.

Till now, i cant remember anything.

617 (3) or (6)

I was awoken by a call this morning. Vivian? Why would she call me on a Sunday morning? Well, it appears that i have work today! Yay! work today! hahaha and the best part, is that i'll be working with alvin and vivian! hahah. yes.

Work was fun, it involved alot of chatting, a few registering and of course, some card scratching if you know what i mean :) didnt win anything though. our co-ordinater won 2 dollars. lol

alvin made four mistakes today. lol

1: asking a china guy to call back to shen zhen ( he cursed his family indirectly that they are suffering in shenzhen)

2: asking a woman her age in public when he daughter was beside her ( the lady was so upset )

3: commenting on how not pretty the other co-worker is while she was standing behind him

4: Asking a lady "hi, today off day ah?" (implying she is a maid) the lady replied "NO, I HAVE A HUSBAND"

LOL. alvin made work fun, of course vivian did too.

well, the highlight, would be the 4-d part. as i was buying the scratch card, i decided to try my luck in buying 4-d. I called alvin and ask both him and vivian to choose a number. they chose 1 and 7. so i thought 6-1-7.......... what would the next number be? at first i kept thinking how nice it would be if there were 4 of us but there were only 3. damn. so i thought okay, i shall choose the last number of yesterday's winning number. I saw a 6 so i wrote it. What i didnt realise was that the winning number yesterday ended with a 3, not a 6.

7pm came. 3rd prize? 6173. WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH SIAN DIAO!

okay, okay, okay, then alvin kept saying 3 of us what! why never buy?!?!?!? I also think im quite dumb. then we realised that yesterday's 2nd prize, was 6176. NICE ONE RIGHT??????

i was quite upset with myself for awhile.

well, whats mine will be mine.

dad and mom bought dinner and fetched us home.



I know i'm late but still, Meet me in Montauk.

Eternal Sunshine of A Spotless Mind.

I had a dream last night. A really great dream. Alvin,Stanley,Shifu and i were thrown into a jail because of a crime we comitted. The jail was like a lock up camp, it was muddy and then it was dusty. There were rooms around. We were assigned our rooms and were pretty scared at first. Then when we found out that our rooms were near one another, we relaxed and had fun. Then, all of a sudden, siying was sitting beside me. LOL. i think its kind of cool because its a dream that is carefree and fun. It was so fun that i didnt want to wake up. hahah.

Went out with Jacintha just now and hanged out in town for awhile. It's quite cool to do a little catching up.

It's a saturday and i cant believe that there is nothing nice on tv. Thank goodness i borrowed dvds. Just caught "refer to title of blog" and found it really intriguing. I have no idea how to explain though.

Hallejujah

I organised a movie outing yesterday. It's so funny how some people can actually do stuffs like that, especially when they are your friends. Angry wouldnt be the word, disappointed would be suitable. Amazingly, Vegas still kept me smiling throughout the whole movie.Kueh and Alvin made the movie outing such a great event. After that, had a great talk with alvin,shifu and stanley before going to chow's house. Played mahjong before going home.

Hair Do, Hair Don't.

I spent the whole of today going for lunch, then accompanying my auntie at a hair salon for 4-5 hours. Yup, my day was spent like that. Then came home and watched american idol finale. well, i have to say that Archuleta should win. im not saying that Cook is not talented but the performance he gave was.... really not up to standard. Even Simon agrees with me. hahah. I'm bored you know, considering that im the only one with holidays. can someone go out with me everyday? lol. please?

The Stomachy, Headachy, Heartachy thing.

Glad to have watched 3 movies in half a week. 3 movies are rated ; Vegas, watch it. Honour, try it. Drillbit, dont get your hopes high.

Im not feeling very well now. Probably because of the chocolate cake i had just now. It taste so good but yet is so heaty. I think i'm ill. I dont want to fall ill on my holidays. Yeah, internet is back. im happy. i hope i can be well and go out tmr!

I've never forgotten how beautiful you are.

Grapevine
We booked the whole restaurant! :D too bad chow didnt join us :(
Alvin LOVES PORKCHOP.
could you see how cool it was? the picture shows us, an empty restaurant and a empty street.

Today, i knew its fate when i walked the other way, i knew it's fate when your beautiful eyes met mine even amongst the crowd. I knew it was special when you ran out to meet me. For me, seeing you again was one of the best thing that could happen in my life. However, you brought the saddest news. Who knew you'd leave? Well, i know that i can only replay the day we sat in the canteen watching sunset and i can only dream of saying yes again. Hey girl, you're still the hottest lady i've ever met. Take care.

Well, What happens in Vegas was a really great movie! 4/5 for me. Romantic, funny and a little brainy. How i wish i met a girl like cameron diaz, i mean, she was the bomb! hahah oh and i'm glad that bunnyfu gave me a surprise by turning up for the movie. They went home after the movie while i headed to chow's house for over-night mahjong. met an obnoxious at guy who has the ego of a....... egoist, appetite of the hippo and, he still dares to critisise my friend. hey, cf may not be that perfect but no ones talk bullshit about friend other than me so shut your mouth you disgusting piece of shit. sory chow, he is your friend and im just voicing my opinions.

it was the morning that was fun. haah. we went to the hongkong cafe at heartland for breakfast and the place was empty! hahah. its like we booked the whole restaurant. Now, alvin is doing his slimming excercise while im trying not to fall sleep. its 7.13am now. hahah.

Chronicles of Life

"The best of friendships are the ones where two friends can sit on a swing, not saying a word, but walk away feeling like u just had the best conversation ever."

Today, i woke up feeling really bad. I feel ugly. It's a really sad feeling. I want to be good looking and yes, i'll try my best to acheive it.

skipped class to go shop for present with chow and shifu. after that met the guys at amk for dinner and celebrate stan's birthday? after that slacked and played alittle basketball before going home.

Mother is God in child's eyes.

Today was fully mother/family day. Woke up early to do project before going to town alone to shop for mother's day present. didnt really know what to buy since my mum has everything she wants. decided to buy pearl earrings and ring for her and some flowers. went to meet everyone ( grands,1st aunt family,2nd aunt family, uncle family, 5th aunt family, 6th aunt family) at some restaurant in swiss hotel. lunch was really fun. i like crowds. i even found out that my cousin is friends with joanne peh. lol. im the cousin of a star's friend! ohh yah, also found out that my cousin, at the age of 13 wants to be a actress. my aunts says that i'll be her manager/image consultant if she gets into the business. lol. that'll be fun.

after lunch, dad treated all of us to the Singapore Flyer .didnt really expect myself to be on the flyer but it was fun though. 20plus of us in the cabin taking pictures, chatting and just admiring the view for 30mins. 30mins of pure family enjoyment and fun. i like big families. i hope i have many kids too in the future. after that, dinner at wisma before shopping and playing with my cute cousin's son. hahah. now, im home with jialong drusilla and alvin shouting at man u players.

Happy Birthday Stanley :) All the best in whatever you do in life and you've been a great good friend.

Won't go home without you.

Sometimes you really have to take things step by step and slowly find out in life what you really want to do.

These few weeks, i've been vexed. Trying to prove to my lecturers and classmates that i can do well, trying hard to maintain friendships and sustaining my relationship with my mother. I'm really vexed when it comes to friendships. I just read a magazine and Sarah Jessica Parker said that at this point of life, nothing comes to you bigger than losing something or someone. I personally feel like it's really true and im not the kind of person who likes losing things. I think that relationships are what truely matters. I'm still vexed as in i think alvin prefers jialong then me. shifu thinks im embarassing as a friend. is leonard still angry with me? what is he angry about in the first place i still dont know. how is isaac doing and does he prefer new friends? Is andy doing fine in school? how about colin, how's his course and how's his classmates?whats happening to ahchow? i havent really talked to these people in awhile and it really is bothering me.

okay, my mind is really messed up now. i need to take a break. byebye.

The third one.

In my dream, i walked pass you. When i was about to reach you, you turned and walked away. The best reason i can give myself was that, you didnt see me at all.

I find blogging a chore. I dont blog as usual anymore probably because i dont see the need and also dont see a point. Maybe i was just too busy. Like right now, im not really looking at what im typing. My mind is filled with many many things and i dont know what. I think school is getting bad. Like, real boring and stuff like that. Classmates are harder to get along with. Hanging out with a bunch of girls everyday is really tiring. I have to watch project runway every week before i can actually bring my legs to school.

i love american idol. it's a new hobby. I think both the Davids are great but my heart lies with Sayesha. Well, i've got a soft spot for black girls with a good voice (Dreamgirls hint hint?) I hope she wins. Oh ya, Maroon 5 performed tonight and i finally saw the face of the lead singer. he looks weird. well, i like his voice so what?

oh no, stress pimples are out now. all my lecturers and classmates still think that im a lazy and lousy student but i know that one day, i can prove to them that i've got what it takes.

i have high expectations for my bestfriends.

i hope someone asks me out tomorrow, im bored.

Please, don't die.

I have to hang on to every breath every minute, i have to hold on to every single moment of happiness because i'm never sure when i'll drop down low again. Please, don't talk about death, sickness, unhappiness and forever in front of me. I won't be able to stand it. I'm not sure, what's about my life. Why do i seem to be like that. Am i the only one who realises? or am i the only one who fears? I'm not sure. For some people, they have someone special to be there with them whenever they feel down but i can't find that special someone. So, will that special someone please appear?

Ah chow's birthday celebration was great. It has been such a long time since we all sat down and have such a nice chat. Of course, followed by that was mahjong session. hahah. yes, friends rock.