Hush Hush

Sometimes, less is really more. If you do too much for someone or something, it may actually backfire. So, learn your lesson and don't ever do it again. I just saw the biggest hypocrite ever. The funny thing was, i heard the hypocrite calling someone else a hypocrite. Oh my goodness, i so nearly laughed.

Maybe it's a sign, they gave you a sign ; It's time to leave.

In the end, it's still so lonely.

Sometimes, even when you're holding on to something that might harm you, you still insist on holding on to it because you're constantly hoping for a miracle to happen. The only thing you can do is to keep hoping and believing that the miracle would happen.

The world is filled with too many people with hearts that are so black that black can't be a colour anymore. I'm thinking of those i know of right this instant. Thinking it might be you? Don't worry, if you actually thought of yourself, you might not actually be such a bad person afterall.

Ohh no, i dont know what is so fucked up right now.

Weeds

Just started watching this new show and i finished season 1 in 2 days. Hahah i think its a very nice show. It's about a single mother who sells weed to pay for bills and all the hilarious things happens. 2 problematic sons and a bunch of weirdos in her life.

Mary-Louise-Parker
I think im adding her into my admired actresses list. She is so good and funny i absolutely love her.

Change, Changes, Still the same.

Everytime i tell myself to change, i never do. The old disgusting me is always fighting to release itself and i've always lost. Is plastic surgery the only solution to making me look good? I'm crossing my fingers and hoping that the NEAR years would do my face good. I still wish i'm someone else, someone better. When i see ugly people, i get irritated because they remind me of myself. Ohh shit, im suffering from mid-teen crisis.

Sometimes when you're upset or feeling bad, you just feel like hiding somewhere.

Then and again, i can't be so selfish. I don't have the time to throw a tantrum or have a emotional breakdown because i still have many people to take care of. Remember, Nothing is ever really only about you.

"Don't let them say you aint beautiful"

Don't you think the make up is so damn cool?

Besides i think Shia Labeouf looks really hot. It's quite a big thing, to survive all the way from disney sidekick to mega movie teen star. Let us switch lives please. So anyway, school has been the same, taking up most of my time. Classes that ends at 9pm everyday is not fun at all. I just think that i really need a change. I need to be better looking, be less honest/straightforward and find meaningful things to do when im bored. Right now, i'm still super bored.

I don't think i can tell you that you're the reason for my unexplained slow movements.

Now i understand what she meant.

I made a wrong move but i came back now will you please do the same?

For a guy, you talk too much.

Beautiful people do no wrong.

If only i had his nose... and his mouth... and his skin... or maybe look like him.
Out of 10 days, ive been wishing i was someone else for 9 of them. I still don't like the way i look, the way i behave and the situation i'm in. Oh well, i guess the challenge i have is to make the best of what i have and always hope to finally not see a ugly duckling everytime i look into the mirror.