I have to keep my smile

As much as i want to sleep, i just want to take note that i'm just feeling fucked up now. The feeling is so darn annoying, really annoying. Work, so much work to do. So many things to think about. Fuck lah.

My only surviving hope is that i'll be able to see my friends. My life is built on my friends and i think it's damn true. Please don't poke the little bubble in my head.

Fuck. I hope the cloud above the rainbow disappears.