Blinding Depression

It's not that i want to feel this way but everything has it's reasons. This is such a damn fucked up feeling and i really wonder if i'm the only person feeling it. I try my best to ignore it but it seriously can't be ignored. Why? Why can't i choose where i'm borned, how i'm borned and the character that i have? The worst thing is not to hate another person, the worst thing that can happen is to hate yourself.

I try my best to be the best but what is the best?

When the rain is blowing in your face, when the whole world is on your case. I can offer you my own embrace, to make you feel my love.

Please, i dont want the blues.