ALLKPOP

So, recently i've been crazy about kpop. All i do is go to allkpop.com to find out about korean pop star news or youtub-ing and watching live performances and variety shows from korea. Above are 2 of my favourite pop groups. They are SNSD/Girl's Generation and SHINee. The fact that i'm so into them is because it's been a very long time since i saw idols/celebrities that were almost unreal. They aren't like LA stars, when you watch them you feel their pain and all. Korean idols make you forget about your troubles and worries and you just go into a new world that's filled with fun and eyecandies.

Unknowingly, ive created a virtual world. A world to hide in because the world i currently live in is too ugly. People are too scary. Unlike the idols, their whole lives are about training and performing and doing well on the stage and being unreachable, the real world has so many more things to worry about.

It's bad but it's a world i rather stay in.

Back, Baby, Back.

I have no idea why, such things always happen to me. I guess i'm the one with the problem. You know, there are people who tell you that they like those who are straightforward. They, are definitely lying. Who in the world actually wants to hear things that are hard on the ears? Like how ugly your face is, how fat you are or whatever is wrong with you. They only want you to tell them the good stuff so they will be happy. I should start learning when to shut my mouth and start complimenting people, maybe they will like me more. The truth is and will always be ugly.

I gave, wanting only love in return but i forgot love was the hardest thing to give.

Hello

Seriously, this world is filled with too many fucked up people. In fact, i think i'm one of them. These people should seriously just drop dead and die because the world will be such a better place without them.

I really don't understand how people can have so much confidence. It's like they don't have any mirrors at home, they don't know how to look into it and see the ugliness that's there.

I have Nothing, nothing...............

Share my life, take me for what i am.

I so love the song I have nothing by Whitney Houston lah.

I keep telling people that stressing over their problems is really dumb because life is filled with problems and if we keep stressing over them then we would be fucking our lives up won't we. Nothing is too big, you still have your life and it's the most important thing. We fall, we crawl, we learn new things. Stress is something you give yourself. Nothing cannot be handled.

Don't make me close one more door, i dont wanna hurt anymore,
stay in my arms if you dare or i must imagine you there.

You never fail to make me smile

Goh Jia Qing :D
You know i still love to call Your name. heh.
I know you've been
trying your best to make
everyone a happy man
but I wish you are one
too,hoh. Thanks for
everything. & I love You
deepest! with love,
sy

You know i love you too. :)

The Past

The clock is ticking, the dogs are barking
i'm sitting on my sofa thinking of you
the times we had fun
the times we get drunk
the times we ran around the summer park

we didn't care if the sun came down,
cause it's just the two of us
and the whole world felt like our playground
but now, that's all gone

Hush Hush

Sometimes, less is really more. If you do too much for someone or something, it may actually backfire. So, learn your lesson and don't ever do it again. I just saw the biggest hypocrite ever. The funny thing was, i heard the hypocrite calling someone else a hypocrite. Oh my goodness, i so nearly laughed.

Maybe it's a sign, they gave you a sign ; It's time to leave.