ALLKPOP

So, recently i've been crazy about kpop. All i do is go to allkpop.com to find out about korean pop star news or youtub-ing and watching live performances and variety shows from korea. Above are 2 of my favourite pop groups. They are SNSD/Girl's Generation and SHINee. The fact that i'm so into them is because it's been a very long time since i saw idols/celebrities that were almost unreal. They aren't like LA stars, when you watch them you feel their pain and all. Korean idols make you forget about your troubles and worries and you just go into a new world that's filled with fun and eyecandies.

Unknowingly, ive created a virtual world. A world to hide in because the world i currently live in is too ugly. People are too scary. Unlike the idols, their whole lives are about training and performing and doing well on the stage and being unreachable, the real world has so many more things to worry about.

It's bad but it's a world i rather stay in.

Back, Baby, Back.

I have no idea why, such things always happen to me. I guess i'm the one with the problem. You know, there are people who tell you that they like those who are straightforward. They, are definitely lying. Who in the world actually wants to hear things that are hard on the ears? Like how ugly your face is, how fat you are or whatever is wrong with you. They only want you to tell them the good stuff so they will be happy. I should start learning when to shut my mouth and start complimenting people, maybe they will like me more. The truth is and will always be ugly.

I gave, wanting only love in return but i forgot love was the hardest thing to give.