A new start that never comes

I've always hated the new year to come. It always reminds me that i've wasted another year of my life, reminds me of the years left of me i the world. Every single year, i'd tell myself to change. I'd tell myself, maybe in the next year, someone will like me, maybe next year i'd probably look better & maybe next year, i'll like myself. However, the year just never comes. Everything i write here, i just can't say it to anyone in the face because i've got a feeling they just don't give a damn. This is why this blog exists; For me to type things i can't say. I really hope that the year of 09 would be a successful one.

I believe in Karma, i really do.