That, was a freaking scary moment.

Wa sian. Today was supposed to be a very fun day but instead, it was freakin boring. There was nothing to do at home and i ended up with a headache. I am feeling very down nowadays. Well, i know the reason and it's the same old reason. It's haunting me wherever i go, i fear it alot. I don't fear anything as much as i fear it. Even as i speak of it, i can feel the fear. I'm so darn freaking scared.