Gotta be Somebody

In life, all of us at some point would feel special. Like you're here in the world for a meaning, a purpose. Then there are times when we don't feel special, like we were put in this world to make other's feel special. Such times suck. Most of us want to grow up to be somebody, somebody recognised, somebody who gives to the world and society. Today on the bus, i had the feeling. I felt that i'm someone special. I hope that i'm someone special because other than that i dont see any point why i'm in this world. Maybe i'll grow up to be a top notch fashion designer or an oscar winning director? Well at least i hope it will happen. However, i've a strong feeling that it wouldn't come true.

Why is there hatred in the world? Why can't all humans live in peace? Is there so much dislike smeared all over a person's face to cause another person to hate him or her so much?

So, today was the first lesson of Apparel Design Project. Project is to design and produce a garment well enough to take part in next years dont know what competition. Themes are smart casual, evening and others but of course, i picked evening without thinking. Skipped the 6-9 lesson and went for soccer instead. Well, at least i enjoyed myself there today. There's too much thinking now, i should stop. Oh, good news? - I no longer have 9-9 classes in jan. Instead it's 9-6.